Leaning Into the Good

Before I begin this post, I want to thank everyone for their support as I go into my surgery tomorrow. Chris and I are so fortunate to have our community of family and friends, and we don't take that for granted.

Update: MRI is Stable!

Yesterday I started my first day of work, and today my MRI is stable! A great start to the week. Going into todayโ€™s appointments, I was worried. My concern didnโ€™t stem from any physical symptoms, but the fact that there was so much good going on in my life (despite COVID-19): Graduating with my masters, …

One Year

A little more than one month ago, May 22nd, was my one-year anniversary since my brain surgery in 2018. It was the day I laid on the operating table, awake, as surgeons mapped out my brain's motor function and removed a section of my tumor. Since I was twelve years old, Iโ€™ve had several of these โ€œanniversaries:โ€

Sick of Being Sick

Iโ€™m sick of being sick. Iโ€™m sick of laying on the couch. Iโ€™m sick of having to cancel plans I made months, weeks, or days in advance from grabbing a cup of coffee to going on spring break vacation. Iโ€™m sick of feeling good for a day or two, thinking Iโ€™m on the mend, only to realize I was being tricked. Iโ€™m sick of my doctors and I knowing what my symptoms are, but not knowing why. Iโ€™m sick of not knowing when Iโ€™ll feel better for a sustained amount of time.